Mikitka Posted July 30, 2015 Posted July 30, 2015 Honestly if there is one "fear" i have in life it is this... and worst part is you know its going to happen just don't know when. Really sorry for you man. Stay strong
Air Mo Posted July 31, 2015 Posted July 31, 2015 sorry for your loss mate :( i cant imagine the pain you're going through.. we're here for you
Ir0ny Posted July 31, 2015 Posted July 31, 2015 Very sorry for your loss. Losing a parent is really tough, you never heal but the best thing you can do is surround yourself with family and support.
E Lev En Posted July 31, 2015 Posted July 31, 2015 Sorry for your lost man, i've dealt with losses the past couple of years and they were very painful to deal with. Like someone said before, time heals almost everything. Hold your head high and don't regret anything that happened.
Lonnie Posted July 31, 2015 Author Posted July 31, 2015 (edited) You sir seem to be the most unluckiest man I have ever met... 2015 has not been a good year for you eh? Like shit man, you had problems with your son being in hospital and now this :s Hopefully 2015 improves for you. Yea...its for sure not been a good year. Im just thankful my dad was able to see his grandbaby before passing. I believe thats why my son came early. Dad loved his grandkids thats for sure. But my son will grow up knowing what kind of person Dad was.Also thanks for the support yall. Just dont take your parents for granted...seriously. Losing one is something you never think about...till it happens. Used to play Runescape to escape from reality when I was younger...but its not even doing the trick now. Hopefully the little get together that my family has will help. A bunch of family are coming over this weekend...and we will be celebrating his memory with some fire water. Will be a house full of crying drunks...but I believe its much needed. I cranked up a few of dads favorite songs on my way to work last night...cried and swerved all over the road. Yelled at myself, yelled at dad, and eventually decided that enough is enough. Dad wouldnt want us all crying for him...hed want us to smoke a joint, drink a beer, and listen to Freebird and War Pigs to remember him. So thats what im doing this weekend. First time that i have touched weed in 4 years. Hell...my first time trying it was with my dad. We were both drunk as hell. Even though...i told him that i didnt remember doing it lmao. I remembered everything from that night...well my memory stops 30 mins after drinking half a fifth of dads cheap nasty ass Brandy in one chug...dont remember anything after that point. Edited July 31, 2015 by Lonnie
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